One week passed..
i maybe suffering from sleep disorder
For the very first time i'm having this prob..cant believe it mysef
I'm actually very very tired i tried to sleep..i closed my eyes..i did what they said, i make myself tired n just go to bed...i did tat but it din work..
I'm realli tired n wanted to just sleep..I off my light i closed my eyes..once i closed it, his face pop up..haha funny right..straight away i open my eyes again...
this has been going on for 7 days...my god..wat the hell
Yesterday was the worst..i was on my bed at 3.30am very tired indeed..so i closed my eyes n get ready to sleep..once i closed my eyes..my mind came across him..so as quickly as i can, i opened my eyes again...i did tat for about few hours..Until 7am i was finally on my bed soundly asleep....
But at 8.30am i woke back up...shit...
i'm still very tired but i hav to attend my classes today...
At 9.30 am , i reached college..class ended at 4.30pm..
Once i reached hom i wanna just sleep...but still i tried n i cant...o god..
WHAT is happening to me.?
Last time i used to cry so hard then i fell asleep so peacefully bcos of tiredness...
But nw this cant work anymore... I tried it..but still i'm still fucking wide awake..
my eyes cant close..my mind cant stop thinking..my brain cant stop functioning for once....
Its been operating for one week...
Today 8th of Sept...at 2.30am i'm still awake..still here...
feels so tired..so sleepy..STILL i cant hav a good sleep...
Never once in my life i'm having sleep disorder for one week..even my previous stpm exam i still can sleep peacefully....
I realli wan to have a GOOD SLEEP tonight..
my dark circles are getting seriously bad...
my eyes are getting smaller (maybe just my thoughts)
I knw i cant go on like this...i duwan to be like this..
I wan to sleep well..i mean very well!!! nt just tonight night..but every night to come...
This is the WORST feeling i ever had..
seriously...
i'm wondering wat time i'm gonna finally hav a gd sleep tonight...