NoT ALoNe..i knw i'm NOT

Today i spent all of my time talking to Bryan just to distract my mind from thinking about it...I felt so sorry to him cos early morning asked Bryan whether he is free or not..Luckily he is free..thankz Bryan..realli thankz luckily theres a fren like u by myside when i was totally torn apart by him...

I knw its not worth it..i knw u said tat just ignore n moved on...but u knw is easy to say but very hard to do..When I see u i din even drop a single tears until when u were about to go... At tat moment i knw i'm gonna be alone again...my tears just drop out like tat..

I went to da 3rd floor just to take some fresh air from da playground...theres no ppl there besides those nepal workers...i din go off..Instead i went for a swing by myself.. Tonight for the first time in Kuala Lumpur i see more than 10 SHINNING Stars appeared in the sky...MoRE THAN 10 STARS..can u believe tat?

I tried to just calm myself down by looking towards da sky...Felt kinda good actually...kinda enjoyed watching da stars eventhough i was alone..I did some thinking while just staring towards da sky...Maybe he was right , i was just too Naif...haha silly me..He realli got it this time...

"START BACK UR SINGLE LIFE N MOVE TOWARDS DA FUTURE" He said it out just like tat ...so easy FOR HIM just to said tat..I just kept my head down with tears flowing out like water tapper....

SILLY SILLY ME....

I was so messed up....

The stars are shinning very bright..looks like as if they understand how i felt ..from tat particular moment i realised tat i'm NOT ALONE...

I'M HERE IN KL...

Today is the second day in KL..hmm is very hard to have any fun here as i dunno any road to any where...i'm like a blind gal with a car..

Da pic above is my new room..for tempoarary...

n the other pic is view of "cow car water" from my apartment...

They said KL is very nice n enjoyable especially when night comes around...But i still dun feel is fun...instead i feel is boring...

is 2:19 pm nw...i'm in my new room listening songs while writing this blog..

Alot of things goin to through my mind now..

I aredy almost succesfully over him until yesterday night she called me n told me she saw him with three other gals in auto city...i knw i knw i wasnt suppose to care about it...

But when i heard she said tat ,my heart feel hurt a little...

He din even say goodbye or take care...i'm here in KL i dun think he even knw..

ENOUGH ABOUT HIM..

2molo will be my FIRST DAY in COLLEGE..i'm supposed to be damn excited , damn happy n damn enjoying..BUT u knw i felt the opposite way...

I wasnt tat excited ..wasnt tat happy..wasnt tat enjoying..

I din come with frenz..i came ALONE ..stay ALONE...study ALONE..IS TAT BRAVE ENOUGH?

Y Dun You Tell Me Tat...